Too frustrated to write anything today. The following unanswered–impossible to answer–questions keep going around in circles in my head:

  • Why am I married?
  • Why did I remarry?
  • Why do I drink?
  • Why do I drink with her?
  • Why is it always my fault?
  • Why do I even try sometimes?

I think I’ll lose myself in a book for the rest of the day.