Archive for October 2003

Curse you RBJ!

October 31, 2003

If you go to RBJ, don’t get sucked in like I think I’m gonna… Their forum is lively with lots of posters, so I get a BAAAAAAAAAAD feeling about this…. Another addiction. Hahahahahahaha!!!! Better than friendster.com, I think!

Kanashibari : update :

Have you ever dreamed of being awake but not being able to move? I have. In Japanese, its called kanashibari, or tied in chains. The first time, I thought that I was somewhere in a parallel universe. I was in my bed and I recognized the outline of the pulled shades in my dark room… but I couldn’t move. My feet and hands would not move. I was beginning to panic. I’m paralyzed! I thought. I tried to screamed but couldn’t. After struggling with my body, I slowly was able to gain a modicum of control, until finally I woke up fully. I was breating heavily. What the hell was that?!?

I had a few more experiences like that, and I realized that it usually occured when I was exhausted and/or stressed out. And I even figured out how to get myself out of it: take deep breaths. I learned that the one thing I could control when I was “in chains” was my breathing. Deep breaths. Long breaths that bring in lots of oxygen to the brain. Once it happened as I was watching TV. I was on my bed watching the Mary Tyler Moore Show when suddenly I couldn’t move my body. Huh, wtf? I’m still watching the show, I can see what’s going on, the room is the same, everything is the same! What the hell is happening? I took my deep breathes and eventually “unchained” myself. But it struck me: Now I get it. I’m sleeping with my eyes open. My body is asleep and cannot move, but with my eyes open, I am still taking in stimuli from the outside world and it gives the effect of being awake.

Now I’m no sleep expert, so what I have just described above is definitely a laymans diagnosis. But maybe, just maybe, some who read this page knows more about this phenomenon and will enlighten me. Please comment if you know anything about, or if you have had a similar experience!

Who’s looking YOU up II

Someone looking for overly-Americanized Asians? Google “twinkie” “white” “inside” “yellow” “outside” “opposite”

Onigiriman’s Xanga Site

your “perfect English” and “patriotism”–although I doubt you are a twinkie. word

was banana, y’know yellow on the outside, white on the inside and after

http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=Onigiriman – 43k – CachedSimilar pages

Sorry Paiky, I think someone was looking for you and got me! hahahahah! Google “xanga” “paiky”

Onigiriman’s Xanga Site

I only know Paiky through Xanga, but I have been reading his sites regularly,

and from what I can tell, he is a straight talking guy.

http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=Onigiriman – 43k – CachedSimilar pages

Curse you RBJ!

October 31, 2003

If you go to RBJ, don’t get sucked in like I think I’m gonna… Their forum is lively with lots of posters, so I get a BAAAAAAAAAAD feeling about this…. Another addiction. Hahahahahahaha!!!! Better than friendster.com, I think!

Kanashibari : update :
Have you ever dreamed of being awake but not being able to move? I have. In Japanese, its called kanashibari, or tied in chains. The first time, I thought that I was somewhere in a parallel universe. I was in my bed and I recognized the outline of the pulled shades in my dark room… but I couldn’t move. My feet and hands would not move. I was beginning to panic. I’m paralyzed! I thought. I tried to screamed but couldn’t. After struggling with my body, I slowly was able to gain a modicum of control, until finally I woke up fully. I was breating heavily. What the hell was that?!?

I had a few more experiences like that, and I realized that it usually occured when I was exhausted and/or stressed out. And I even figured out how to get myself out of it: take deep breaths. I learned that the one thing I could control when I was “in chains” was my breathing. Deep breaths. Long breaths that bring in lots of oxygen to the brain. Once it happened as I was watching TV. I was on my bed watching the Mary Tyler Moore Show when suddenly I couldn’t move my body. Huh, wtf? I’m still watching the show, I can see what’s going on, the room is the same, everything is the same! What the hell is happening? I took my deep breathes and eventually “unchained” myself. But it struck me: Now I get it. I’m sleeping with my eyes open. My body is asleep and cannot move, but with my eyes open, I am still taking in stimuli from the outside world and it gives the effect of being awake.

Now I’m no sleep expert, so what I have just described above is definitely a laymans diagnosis. But maybe, just maybe, some who read this page knows more about this phenomenon and will enlighten me. Please comment if you know anything about, or if you have had a similar experience!

Who’s looking YOU up II
Someone looking for overly-Americanized Asians? Google “twinkie” “white” “inside” “yellow” “outside” “opposite”

Onigiriman’s Xanga Site
your “perfect English” and “patriotism”–although I doubt you are a twinkie. word
was banana, y’know yellow on the outside, white on the inside and after
http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=Onigiriman – 43k – CachedSimilar pages

Sorry Paiky, I think someone was looking for you and got me! hahahahah! Google “xanga” “paiky”

Onigiriman’s Xanga Site
I only know Paiky through Xanga, but I have been reading his sites regularly,
and from what I can tell, he is a straight talking guy.
http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=Onigiriman – 43k – CachedSimilar pages

Who’s lookin’ you up?

October 30, 2003

On SiteMeter, the hits counter on this page, I can see from where some of the people have come “by referrals”. Usually, they are other Xanga people from their own sites, through other’s sites, or through blobrings. There are also “unknowns”, I presume those who came through other sites–I’m hoping some are coming from Rice Bowl Journals. There’s also those from searches, and I found some pretty strange ones.

Someone came through search.peoplepc.com–whatever that is–by putting in the search words “Jimi” “Hendricks” “father” and “name”. With Jimi H. on my faves list, this person reached this Xanga site.

  • onigiriman’s Xanga Site

    All Along the Watchtower / Jimi Hendricks I could never imagine having to change

    my name to Smith The only time he speaks Korean is when his father is around

    http://www.xanga.com/Onigiriman – 52k – similar pages;

  • Someone Googled “Korean drama” and “BitTorrent” and ended up on my mirror site, JA Journal–just click the about Onigiriman banner, but its mostly what’s been said here, with maybe a little more info about me and the JA opinions organized a bit better…

  • JAJournal of Onigiriman

    well as Chinese (both traditional and simplified) and Korean. drama.afraid.org/bt/japan-tv/

    and apparently need to download bitconjurer.org/BitTorrent/ in order

    members.cox.net/onigiriman/ – 65k – CachedSimilar pages
  • The strangest one was this Yahoo! search: “Pudge” “Rodriguez” and “gay”.

  • Onigiriman’s Xanga Site Open this result in new window

    the Cubbies beat the Marlins–the Pretenders, despite the presence of Pudge Rodriguez–they should to agree with Piratechan who said, “And i hate the gay thing

    http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=Onigiriman – 43k – Cached
  • Can you imagine? This person is trying to figure out if the Marlins catcher is gay, and has the NERVE to click on the Onigiriman! Sorry dude. I don’t discriminate, but I don’t participate, either.

    Who’s lookin’ you up?

    October 30, 2003

    On SiteMeter, the hits counter on this page, I can see from where some of the people have come “by referrals”. Usually, they are other Xanga people from their own sites, through other’s sites, or through blobrings. There are also “unknowns”, I presume those who came through other sites–I’m hoping some are coming from Rice Bowl Journals. There’s also those from searches, and I found some pretty strange ones.

    Someone came through search.peoplepc.com–whatever that is–by putting in the search words “Jimi” “Hendricks” “father” and “name”. With Jimi H. on my faves list, this person reached this Xanga site.

  • onigiriman’s Xanga Site

    All Along the Watchtower / Jimi Hendricks I could never imagine having to change

    my name to Smith The only time he speaks Korean is when his father is around

    http://www.xanga.com/Onigiriman – 52k – similar pages;

  • Someone Googled “Korean drama” and “BitTorrent” and ended up on my mirror site, JA Journal–just click the about Onigiriman banner, but its mostly what’s been said here, with maybe a little more info about me and the JA opinions organized a bit better…

  • JAJournal of Onigiriman

    well as Chinese (both traditional and simplified) and Korean. drama.afraid.org/bt/japan-tv/

    and apparently need to download bitconjurer.org/BitTorrent/ in order

    members.cox.net/onigiriman/ – 65k – CachedSimilar pages
  • The strangest one was this Yahoo! search: “Pudge” “Rodriguez” and “gay”.

  • Onigiriman’s Xanga Site Open this result in new window

    the Cubbies beat the Marlins–the Pretenders, despite the presence of Pudge Rodriguez–they should to agree with Piratechan who said, “And i hate the gay thing

    http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=Onigiriman – 43k – Cached
  • Can you imagine? This person is trying to figure out if the Marlins catcher is gay, and has the NERVE to click on the Onigiriman! Sorry dude. I don’t discriminate, but I don’t participate, either.

    Who’s lookin’ you up?

    October 30, 2003

    On SiteMeter, the hits counter on this page, I can see from where some of the people have come “by referrals”. Usually, they are other Xanga people from their own sites, through other’s sites, or through blobrings. There are also “unknowns”, I presume those who came through other sites–I’m hoping some are coming from Rice Bowl Journals. There’s also those from searches, and I found some pretty strange ones.

    Someone came through search.peoplepc.com–whatever that is–by putting in the search words “Jimi” “Hendricks” “father” and “name”. With Jimi H. on my faves list, this person reached this Xanga site.

  • onigiriman’s Xanga Site

    All Along the Watchtower / Jimi Hendricks I could never imagine having to change

    my name to Smith The only time he speaks Korean is when his father is around

    http://www.xanga.com/Onigiriman – 52k – similar pages;

  • Someone Googled “Korean drama” and “BitTorrent” and ended up on my mirror site, JA Journal–just click the about Onigiriman banner, but its mostly what’s been said here, with maybe a little more info about me and the JA opinions organized a bit better…

  • JAJournal of Onigiriman

    well as Chinese (both traditional and simplified) and Korean. drama.afraid.org/bt/japan-tv/

    and apparently need to download bitconjurer.org/BitTorrent/ in order

    members.cox.net/onigiriman/ – 65k – CachedSimilar pages
  • The strangest one was this Yahoo! search: “Pudge” “Rodriguez” and “gay”.

  • Onigiriman’s Xanga Site Open this result in new window

    the Cubbies beat the Marlins–the Pretenders, despite the presence of Pudge Rodriguez–they should to agree with Piratechan who said, “And i hate the gay thing

    http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=Onigiriman – 43k – Cached
  • Can you imagine? This person is trying to figure out if the Marlins catcher is gay, and has the NERVE to click on the Onigiriman! Sorry dude. I don’t discriminate, but I don’t participate, either.

    Who’s lookin’ you up?

    October 30, 2003

    On SiteMeter, the hits counter on this page, I can see from where some of the people have come “by referrals”. Usually, they are other Xanga people from their own sites, through other’s sites, or through blobrings. There are also “unknowns”, I presume those who came through other sites–I’m hoping some are coming from Rice Bowl Journals. There’s also those from searches, and I found some pretty strange ones.

    Someone came through search.peoplepc.com–whatever that is–by putting in the search words “Jimi” “Hendricks” “father” and “name”. With Jimi H. on my faves list, this person reached this Xanga site.

  • onigiriman’s Xanga Site
    All Along the Watchtower / Jimi Hendricks I could never imagine having to change
    my name to Smith The only time he speaks Korean is when his father is around
    http://www.xanga.com/Onigiriman – 52k – similar pages;

  • Someone Googled “Korean drama” and “BitTorrent” and ended up on my mirror site, JA Journal–just click the about Onigiriman banner, but its mostly what’s been said here, with maybe a little more info about me and the JA opinions organized a bit better…

  • JAJournal of Onigiriman
    well as Chinese (both traditional and simplified) and Korean. drama.afraid.org/bt/japan-tv/
    and apparently need to download bitconjurer.org/BitTorrent/ in order
    members.cox.net/onigiriman/ – 65k – CachedSimilar pages
  • The strangest one was this Yahoo! search: “Pudge” “Rodriguez” and “gay”.

  • Onigiriman’s Xanga Site Open this result in new window
    the Cubbies beat the Marlins–the Pretenders, despite the presence of Pudge Rodriguez–they should to agree with Piratechan who said, “And i hate the gay thing
    http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=Onigiriman – 43k – Cached
  • Can you imagine? This person is trying to figure out if the Marlins catcher is gay, and has the NERVE to click on the Onigiriman! Sorry dude. I don’t discriminate, but I don’t participate, either.

    Disaster dreams

    October 29, 2003

    Wierd dreams lately. For some reason, last week I had dreams about disasters two consecutive nights. Was this an omen?

    Tuesday Night–Meteor: I hear the news that a meteor is flying through space and it’s gonna hit somewhere along the East Coast near Virginia. I go outside with Musubi-chan and the air is hot, how your skin feel in front of a heat lamp. I look in the sky and I see a round orange fireball, the same size as the moon. Armageddon… I turn to Musubi-chan. We’re doomed. We don’t have much longer to live. We decide that maybe we can go to California where my dad is. Maybe there’s a chance we can survive this on the Left Coast. Nah, not a chance. The whole world is doomed. But, that means, of course, that money in the bank has little or no value. So naturally, I then find myself at Hechts, trying on corduroy pants… Hey! Maybe they were insulated, ok?

    Wednesday night–Floods: We go on an outing and return by train. At the Alpine-looking train station, we try to get on the bus home but for some reason, I’m by myself knowing that Musubi-chan will be on the next one. I arrive alone at our townhouse located in a rocky looking valley. Suddenly there’s a flash flood and our house is being rocked. I somehow find my way back to the station only to find it completely trashed as well. Where’s Musubi-chan! I look around and find a bus toppled over. Musubi-chan is inside safe, fortunately.

    I’m not much on remembering dreams but I remembered these two. Perhaps they were a premonition for my talk on film. Ack! Or maybe, I just had to go to the bathroom…

    Speaking of bathrooms….

    Thanks Hanzo and Kyzer. Your well wishes are appreciated.

    Sleetse: Take some seirogan–the medicine with the red trumpet mark in the orange bottle…you know that thing was probably used in WWII…

    I know I’m old but not THAT old… sheesh

    SATO: I had the same thing yesterday morning… I couldn’t get up in the morning… Take seirogan, the medicine they gave out to soldiers during the nisshin sensou, the war between Japan and the Soviets… That stuff smells like…. crap…

    Thanks SATO, but I’m not partial to putting naything that smells like crap in my mouth. Too gross, dude.

    Paiky: u got asspiss?

    As indelicate as that sounds, it’s about as accurate a description I’ve heard. Of course, Paiky is all too familiar with this situation, especially after a night of generous imbibing! Does yours foam up, too? Just curious. Oh yeah, just fot the record, I got this asspiss, but it was not due to drinking… this time.